Sunday, April 01, 2007

i dont know what to do
i cant do this
i try so hard to stop feeling
stop hurting
i understand
but i dont want to
its easier to just be numb
numb to it all
i feel like that is the direction my heart is going
it is going on "numb mode"
dont feel anything and you wont get hurt
not feeling almost hurts worst
we are apart because we love each other too much
we love being together
we love kissing each other
we love loving each other
but its all too much isnt it?
its lasted too long.
its just too good
just tell me once more
that i am the best thing that has ever happened to you
then walk away
and leave me crying
you ARE worth every tear
every pain
everything
i just hope everything works out
just like we want it to
and i end up in your arms
and you WANT me to be there
just like i want to be